Sam)(ael+Novice+3.1

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 * Novice 3 Assignment **


 * **QUOTE** ||
 * 3. Please list three of your weaknesses and three of your strengths (as a person, so this means personality traits)(Be descriptive and use as much space as you need). Briefly but in as much depth as you would like please add how these will affect your training here. ||

__**Strengths**__ (This will make leadership and student communication with others plain and honest. It might not always be pretty but it won’t be beating around the bush.)
 * -I am honest and plain about what I mean**
 * -I have an ingrained need to simplify, especially when learning and teaching**(this can really help me to grasp difficult things and explain them)
 * -I like teaching through positive encouragement and collaborative work.**(as a teacher, a fellow student, and a student to someone specific I treat the people around me well and rarely is the perceived abuse or resentment.)

__**Weaknesses**__ (This will require either pressure or reminding me to be humble and listen. I do get carried away sometimes but I listen when authority is exerted.)
 * -I can be extremely depressed though it rarely shows**(This might affect my philosophical perspectives at times, It is a problem with my internal chemicals but I don’t need/want medications. I make pretty well using my training but there are sometimes deep swings.)
 * -I have trouble getting myself to do things I see as pointless or sometimes painful**
 * -I consider myself pretty much damned so saving myself won’t occur to me**(This is to say more clearly that I care so little for my own life, that if suicide was not an evil I would probably be dead. I have lived through things that make you long for death, and I have been so close to the line between dark and light that I am not so sure I am going to a truly exalted place. As a semi-depressed person at times I have simply learned not to care about the reward in heaven. I do what I think is right because that is who I am and count on the fact that I will go to hell at the end. So I will be pleasantly surprised if I turn up in heaven and I will be basically unresponsive to talk about redeeming myself in any form or fashion.)

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